Do pesadelo mais pesadelos

Tenho tipo pesadelos toda a noite.

Bizarros e impossíveis sempre.

Eles tinham ido embora. Fazia tempo q nenhuma dessas coisas me incomodava.
Aí eu tive um sonho psicodélico, muito diferente de tudo aquilo que um dia eu sonhei. Mas era um sonho bom.

Depois desse dia, só pesadelos.

São sempre 3 temáticas: minha vó, alguma coisa q eu não consigo fazer/resolver, ou problemáticas com pessoas específicas.
Cada temática ocorre em apenas uma noite, fora quando as duas últimas q citei resolvem se misturar no mesmo sonho...

É bem ruim, pois eu tou bem, resolvida, feliz e acordo me sentindo muito mal.

Better Man-Pearl Jam

Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o'clock, it's got to stop
Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech
As he opens the door, she rolls over..
pretends to sleep as he looks her over..

She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man.
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man.
Can't find a better man
Can't find a better man

Ohh...

Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know; she tells herself..

Oh...

Memories back when she was bold and strong
And waiting for the world to come along...
Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone
She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man...
She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man...
Can't find a better man
Can't find a better man

Yeah...

She loved him, yeah...she don't want to leave this way
She needs him, yeah...that's why she'll be back again
Can't find a better man
Can't find a better man
Can't find a better man
Can't find a better... man...